Cut cocaine with my cheekbones;
they’re too sharp for kissing,
And I’ll lay here in bed,
While drunken giggles chime on
Clawing the air apart with their caws,
Yes I’ll lay on.
Or I’ll float away,
Drifting and catching air,
Like a single strand
Of golden thread
Plucked from my head.
Fly on, netted by the arms
Of ozoned sky.
Do you remember
That time I found my sublime?
Tie dye faded with holes gnawed through,
Like worm bitten silk.
Light woke me,
Though the shades were tucked.
Jackhammers pounding on,
Yet my concrete-cratered slab of body
Just lay, rolled out,
Ready to trip.
Sheets shackled to ankles,
I touch my blistered fingers to the sky,
And the petals unpeel.
Mystic makes me mourn,
Gut a clementine whole
And tear through its skin,
Juicy leather drilling
Into my canines, just to
Forget your glazy eyes.
At the station we say our last goodbyes
No second glance, for that, infinite scorn.
I never did turn my head enough for you,
You ran around, corralling me, net on a pole;
Cork hangs on wall, you’re primed for killing,
I was a speckled butterfly, pricked by your pin.
Bruises drip down left shin,
I hide amongst the waist-high ryes,
Peer through fuzzy heads, eyes filling
With rows of soldiers, neatly lined corn.
I pull an ear, shuck with teeth, spit in hole,
Yellow, green, brown, all coming up blue.
A leaf, a scratch, handfuls of soil, stir and brew
Rub the paste into your face, the butt of your chin.
The leaves of palm, shade of trees, comprise your stole,
Feet tanned as buck hide, goddess you lay out as clay dries
As earth cracks around you, you goddess, are reborn,
Naked and earthen, stallion mane unbraided and spilling.
At the water hole we hover over libations, milling,
Flipping hands, veiny as leaves, starting over, it’s true.
Avoiding eyes, fear of Medusa within, we sneak glances, forlorn,
I can’t help but think, this is the end of our story, finito, fin.
Metal scrapes tile, dental at best, and goddess, she cries,
She yips and hollers, dancing across my bed of coal.
She nays and whinnies, finally free in my soul,
Pulling the pins, she lets the insects fall or fly, if willing,
She savors the fruit’s juices drop by drop, a lip-smacking prize,
With violet eyes, she stares into mine, and I finally view
Myself, cut like glass, no donut glaze; no longer tin,
Frail and scraping, to be crumpled in the wind; I am born.
Because of you
I realized within
I will never be shorn.